MY RIVALS

Petai

and

Teh Kundur

 

yeah yeah, memang makhluk kat atas tuh rivals aku. Mintak maaf kepade president club petai dan teh kundur sedunia, aku adelah anti kepade

well, aku dah penah citer kat belog friendster aku dulu, nape aku menci bebenor petai. Aku mcm malas nak citer balik, aci tak?

my latest rivals is Teh Kundur ni ha. Aku rase lah, aku ni jenis yg ranggos segale jenis makanan dlm dunie neh, and why why why in the world aku boleh anti kat kundur ni? well, lidah aku has spoken, the answer is, TAK BEST.

The first time aku let my tongue taste the drop of kundur when Farah shove it to my face. YEAH! that's right! to my face and straight to my mouth, I'm blaming her for making me posting this post :D.

I am down two things that I cannot eat that Farah likes, that is Teh Kundur and the other things is Yong Tao Foo, which, unfortunately, I am really fond of.

Muke aku ni ha, tanak kasik chance kat seafood, adesh, aku dah la suke makan mende uh..bajet ah konon, nak makan sket je... tup tup2, pagi esok gi kelas, kene letak compact powder kaw-kaw nye kat muke nak sorok merah2 humairah yg berkampong dan bermaharajalela kat kulit muke ku. :(( isk isk

So, lucky her can buy the 2 things that she likes without worrying me going to ask some, CET.

Apemende lagi yg aku tak puas ati?

Michelle Yeoh.

Aku pon tatau nape aku anti bebenor makcik ni, maybe kes segale citer pon die nak belakon kot, ntah... masalah tol aku neh. aish.

ok, done. dah lame tak blogging, saje je neh. :) bye

HOI! TAKLEH TIDO MAA

haish... bile dah takleh nak tido ni, aku terpikir gak, ape ek aku wat kalo aku takleh nak tido. duk pikir n pikir n pikir... ish, mane penah aku takleh nak tido, aku TIDOOOOO je keje. hehe

then, skunk la baru aku teringat nak blogging la hape la.. konon ah, isi mase lapang, kebetulan plak si Farah the rumate uh duk gila ngan blog2 blogger tempatan neh, aku pon teringat, aku pon ade blog. KAHKAH.

Plus2 plak, laptop aku bawak gi repair plak tuh, time ade laptop senirik tanak plak blog ke hape kan, duk blog kat tok laki je keje :P skunk ni duk pinjam laptop Farah lah nampak gaye nye, alah, ilek ah, dy tgh tido mati, hehe.

anyway, siyesly takleh nak tido. Suboh dah pon masok, dr kol 2.31 tadi lagi mencube utk tido. haha. Ape2 je lah. Maybe kes dah biase ngan studio project, tak tido sampai suboh. Aish. ni tak sehat utk kesihatan ye kawan2. Anyway. Nak gi solat ah. and then nak pakse diri utk tido.. kes kol 10 kang ade kelas IBE, takleh PONTENG! NEVER! hehe. hebat tak aku? aku salu nye kaki ponteng, but for this class.. no way. haha. 

ok, rindu plak blogging. hehe. see ya!

NONE OF MY BUSINESS?

I'm sure what am I feeling, nor thinking. I just feel like, I don't like her. Well, it's definitely my call to like her or not, but, not really necessary to say an immediate "NO" when I'm not even friends with her.

She seems nice, and cute ( I solemnly can't deny that ) but then, I can't accept the fact that she is now, closed with one of my guy friends, and to be said, they are now a couple.

Urrgh, feeling like she's taking him from me, when I'm not even THAT close with him. But, I just can't say YES to their relationship. It just feel, so wrong. There's something wrong, I don't know if it's with me, or there are really something wrong with their relationship.

I feel like singing Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend to my guy friend's face.

"Hey! Hey! YOU! YOU! I don't like your girlfriend, NO WAY! NO WAY! I think I need a new one"

*sigh* Truth to be said, It's not like I wanna keep him for myself, even though I would KILL to have him, but, NO, he's not right form me too. I can feel it. I just care about him, like he's my own lil' brother, I just wish someone better for him, and I know, definitely NOT her.

What is the problem that I have with that girl? I DON'T KNOW EITHER. Well, maybe coz I know a lil bit of her past relationship. Well, maybe she's change now, so that we can give her a chance, or maybe not.

Or maybe they are just SO perfect together that I just so jealous of them? I don't know, I JUST DON'T KNOW.I couldn't figure it out myself. It could be that. But, who knew.

Or maybe that guy ex-girlfriend is my friend, so I feel what she's feeling? Maybe. I always steal away some other's feeling. Well, putting myself in their shoes and letting me understand them even more.

But I know, my girl'd be fine. She's cool. I hope so.

What ever it is, his relationship is none of my business. I have to wish them a bless of joy in their relationship.

I'm sorry if I was being unreasonable, I just giving out what I feel towards it. I hope, I hurt no one's feeling.

FAN?

I was stunned by this statement.

"After all, being a fan doesn't mean that you had to be there since the beginning, being a fan means that you're WILLING to be there UNTIL THE VERY END"

That is actually from a fan of 2PM, seems like something had happen to 2PM in the past but they still love them, despite all that. I think. I guess.

To think of it, have I been a good fan? *this is actually a nonsense question, but, play along*

Eminem

I have loved Eminem since I was 11. I got 23 big posters of him and uncountable magazines with him on the cover. He's at the top of my list. The person who I have Fan-ned the longest. haha. *I don't even know if the word existed. :))

Always touched by his story life. I hope I could be the one to bring out the best in him. I just couldn't, I know.

He starred in 8 Mile, I watched the movie which is actually a birthday gift from my friend Nadiah. Thank hon!

Johnny Depp

The charming and funny hot guy from the famous movie, Pirates Of The Carribean. He's funny, Greatest actor, and adorable.

When I was 14, I printed out his photos and put them in one clear holder. A file that contributed for his pictures only. Haha. I enjoy his movies. Kinda hunting all of his movies now. Watched a lot of them. I think I have post somewhere in one of my blogs about him.

Not yet married, but having 2 children with his girlfriend, Venessa Paradis. Apparently he doesn't believes in marriage.

#The rest of my list (not necessarily in order) are the ones I like starting when I don't know. heee. :D#

Tablo of Epik High

He's cute, genius, fluent in English. I like him. Enjoy his songs. I even opened up a group for him on crunchyroll.com, but then, it got abandoned :D yeah, only because I was busy with exams and stuff :D

Then, He got married. Beautifully married to a beautiful girl. Congrates to him

Breaks my heart for sure. But, I will always be his fan.

Big Bang

All time favorite. Keep on rising up to the sky, High! They're unique. They couldn't have be more lovable than anything else

I hope I stick to them, Onjae kaji. Untill the very end.

xxxxxx

Errrm... that's the ones that I can list for the time being. I love too many people, that I can't even list one right now. Haha. At the top of my head. Is up there. If something came up, I shall inform you immediately ;)

HEY YOU

I can be kinda BITCHY sometimes, bare with me.

ITU AKU

AKU BELAGAK.

In the most nature way. Aku sebenarnye bukannye NAK SGT tunjok ape yg aku ade, it is just simple a joke. The easiest way to make people crack up, and sometimes can be use to hurt one's feeling. SERVE YOU RIGHT! But, really. It's nothing personal. I intend just to share, with the most obvious way. trust me. :D

AKU CEPAT MARAH.

This is probably a "HELL-NO" statement for me. But really.. I am. But at certain people. And people fail to notice it maybe because I just hardly utter a word or maybe storm out for the very place whenever I get mad. It it just to prevent any damages. Better keep those nasty words to myself, or else, somebody gotta hurt real bad. Soon after that, aku forget, and ignore. Live my life as it is.

AKU PENYABAR.

The 2nd statement proves this one. Kinda. But to remind any of you, HUMAN being, no matter how patient they are, they have their own limits. We are no angels, no perfecto.

AKU BAIK HATI.

In order to make people be nice to me, I need to be nice with them. But some are just don't get it. Taking advantages and stepping all over me.

AKU MALAS.

Ya betol! you can tell by looking at my room :). In my defence, I only tiding up whenever people are not around. Seems like people are always comes in and out my room. There's no way I can do my job ;P.

AKU LESS-ENTHUS

Aku hampakan ramai orang yg expect some enthusiastic face from me. I'm sorry, I don't know what wrong with me. I don't like expressing my emotion to others, or I might show more what they want to see. I know you guys can't handle that. I KNOW.

AKU IGNORANCE.

To something yg remeh temeh ni, aku sepak tepi je. People intend to get hurt for my behave, but really, don't expect attention from me, you get nothing. I hate having some bothersome rubbish on my mind. GET THE HELL OUT OF THERE. I don't give a shit. I probably will walk away like nothing happen.

*nnt2 lah aku sambong post ni, HAHA.

ARE YOU READY FOR SOLAR?

* Kyaaaa....~*

*Melts*

THE FOLLOWING CASE : MARY BELL

Mary Bell, 10 years old

Mary Bell : The Child Killer.

The title is so much meaner than the innocent look on that pretty little girl, but, the fact is written there. She was a killer of 2 kids.

Martin Brown (4) and Brian Howe (3)

These boys were killed by her own hands, in such a tragic way. On top of that, she didn't have the slightest feeling of guilty,in fact, she's proud of it. She is NO DOUBT the cruelest 10 year old girl I've ever ..read?

Let's see what wikipedia wrote about her.

Mary Flora Bell (born 26 May 1957 in Newcastle upon Tyne, England) was convicted in December 1968 of the manslaughter of two boys, Martin Brown (aged four years) and Brian Howe (aged three years). Bell was ten years old at the time of one of the killings, and eleven at the time of the other.

On 25 May 1968, the day before her 11th birthday, Mary Flora Bell strangled four-year-old Martin Brown. She was believed to have committed this crime alone. Between that time and the second killing, she and her friend Norma Joyce Bell (no relation), age thirteen, broke into and vandalised a nursery in Scotswood, leaving notes that claimed responsibility for the Brown killing. The Newcastle police dismissed this incident as a prank.

On 31 July 1968, the two took part in the death, again by strangulation, of three-year-old Brian Howe. Police reports concluded that Mary Bell had gone back after killing him to carve an "N" into his stomach with a razor; this was then changed using the same razor but with a different hand to an "M". Mary Bell also used a pair of scissors to cut off bits of Brian Howe's hair and to mutilate his genitals. As the girls were so young and their testimonies contradicted each other, what happened has never been entirely clear. Martin Brown's death was initially ruled an accident as there was no evidence of foul play. Eventually, his death was linked with Brian Howe's killing and in August, the two girls were charged with two counts of manslaughter.

- Wikipedia

Life after prison.

Bell was released from custody in 1980, having served 12 years, and was granted anonymity to start a new life (under a new name) with her daughter, who was born in 1984.

Mary Bell ,23 years old

Oh My, She's gorgeous, that's what I think when I look at that picture.

anyway.. another great case I studied. SO much into such cases lately. Interestingly interesting. :D

I did studied another case, The Black Dahlia. You wouldn't believe that I couldn't sleep reading about her. O-EM-GEE. Such a scary story!

I must stop studying murder cases for now, need to get off The Black Dahlia from my memory. See if I can blog it out, I try. :D

Jya neh! ;)

가지마세요, Park Yong Ha sshi!

가지마세요 Park Yong Ha!

(gajimaseyo = Don't go, Park Yong Ha!)

Remember the time when I used to go crazy about this fella. He is such an inspiring guy through his songs, acting skills, and I just fell in love with him.
But today, I found out, he committed suicide due to what? stress? they say.A good singer, Perfect Voice, a handsome guy, a Hallyu star, what else do he needs to be until he took his own life?
R.I.P Park Yong Ha
Here's some details.
"Officials are stating that they believe this was an impulsive suicide. There is no absolute motive but they are assuming that the immense stress he felt from his family’s illness (his father was diagnosed with cancer), his increasingly busy entertainment schedule, and the financial difficulties he had been plagued with recently became too much for him. He had no recorded history of depression. They are prepared to rule this as a suicide and have elected to bury him without an autopsy.
They have mentioned that before he died he continuously apologized to his father and stated that he wished he was the one that was hurting instead. No suicide note has been found as of this time and, quite frankly, because this was unplanned, they probably won’t find one. He had been in the entertainment industry for a long time so, of course, there are articles in where they name other celebrities that are mourning his loss and also appeared at the hospital to pay their respects. I would name them here, but I won’t, because this is not about them.
I don’t agree with his method and I hope this doesn’t result in other celebrity suicides (which is a trend we’ve seen in the past) but I am saddened to know he is no longer with us.''
- fuckyeahasiandrama
Park Yong Ha, you will be missed. Rest In Peace

A TRIBUTE TO JAMES BULGER

James Patrick Bulger (16 March 1990 - 12 February 1993),

A two-year-old child from Kirkby, Merseyside, England, was abducted, tortured and murdered. The perpetrators were two 10-year-old boys, Robert Thompson (born 23 August 1982) and Jon Venables, (born 13 August 1982).

Jon Venables (left) and Robert Thompson (right)

Bulger disappeared on 12 February 1993 from the New Strand Shopping Centre, Bootle, while accompanying his mother. His mutilated body was found on a railway line in nearby Walton on 14 February. Thompson and Venables were charged on 20 February 1993 with the abduction and murder.

Thompson and Venables were found guilty of the murder of Bulger on 24 November 1993, making them the youngest convicted murderers in modern English history. They were sentenced to custody until they reached adulthood, initially until the age of 18, and were released on lifelong licence in June 2001. The case has prompted widespread debate on the issue of how to handle young offenders when they are sentenced or released from custody

- Wikipedia.com

I feels sorry for you James, If you were still alive until this very moment, you would be 20 now, like me. The tragic incidents that happened to you have touched so many hearts and souls...and no wonder this case has distinctly stuck in my mind.

Venables and Thompson, since you got anonimity for your whole life, use it wisely and towards good deeds. Except for you Jon, you already back in prison for your psycho pornographic children photos. YOU SICK BASTARD. haven't you done enough psychotic stuff related to children?

Roberts, your whereabout are still unknown and had been keep a secret for this whole 9 years. I read about your well-being while in custody. Design a wedding dress huh? A beautiful dress for a beautiful day? shows that you gained towards good deeds. But, who knows. No one knows where you are right now, and what you do in life.

This is, no doubt, the most interesting case I ever read. But result may vary when I started to read about a new case. ;)

Please note that, this case REALLY happened in real life. Affected many lives, and for me obsessing about this kinda of case doesn't mean that I love to read about children being murdered, it is just because I feel sorry for them, and I'm curious why in the world the motive of the killer.

Next case - The Child Murderer Mary Bell.

Have been reviewing this case, interesting.

I'll let you know. Don't worry.