14th Feb
a "memorable" day,
of coz! it's Valentine's! well, aku bukan actually "sambot" Valentine, but still, 14th Feb, is such a "memorable" day, for us, i mean, my whole big family.
"Miwa's Smile Forever, Malaysia, Valentine's Day, 1999"
pekataan tu ter"cetak" di dada2 bju biru yg di handout kan beberape minggu selepas 14 feb 1999, aku time tuh, darjah 3, cluless, tatau ape2 pon, but i'm pretty sure, on that "Romantic" day for all the loving couple in the universe, someone we love the most is gone. Gone far away from us. that we would never meet again.
Today, 14th Feb 2009, it's exactly 10 years that Mama Miwa had pass away, dy la mak sedare [sabet] yg paling baik, always eager to learn something new, rajin, [of coz! she's japanesse, pure japanesse!] , and warok bg a 5 years old Muslim, a loving parent [ to yuta = son, yura = daughter ], a very good wife, and she's beautiful. yeah, her smile, is the sweetest thing about her.
She was married to my mom's Bro, [of coz, my pok sedare], a 1st marriage for her, and 2nd for him, she took care of his daughter [from 1st marriage] like her own, and yeah, as you guys probably know, that she never get to parent yura as she died a week after yura was born [7th Feb 1999], and yeah, yura is living with my family, and never get to see her mother, not even once, in her whole life, and yuta, live his meaningful 5 years with his beloved mom.
Yuta (now 15)
Yura (now 10)
at a very young age, 35 or 37 [ i cant remember], Mama Miwa [full name : Nur Farashila Miwa/Miwa Horimoto] meninggal dunie kes darah tinggi, time mengandong, or something like that.
well, aku igt lagi, time arwah aja kitorg [aku n the sibling] bahse jepon, kitrg sorg2 siap satu buku, and duduk meniarap depan dy, and tye je ape2 yg nak tau dlm bhse jepon. of coz, she said i was a good learner, well, at age 5 , i can count 1-10 in japp! how's that? hahaha..
then, kalo atok jepon [Obachan n Ojichan] anta hadiah kat yuta [from japp], dy tak kedekut, dy bagi2 gak kat sepupu2 yg len [owh, aku n yuta n yura was cousin, now we're adopted sibs] and kalo dy jahet teddy bear kat yuta, of coz dy akan wat satu kat aku, [dy mmg suke menjahet, and dy suke beg, sejibik mcm yura]
and kalo yuta nanges nak ape2 ke, and time tuh dy tgh masak ke busy ke cntu a, dy nyanyi lagu doremon kat yuta, patu soh yuta pegi tgk tv, haha.
and and, igt lagi basikal dy yg ade palang kaki kat belakang, for yuta to ride, and dy salu nek basikal tuh, pegi mane2, esp. time dy duk Trg, kat kampung Telage Mengkudu, n dtg umah aku kat Padang Midin, nek basikal, angkot yuta sekali...
and time K.chik [kakak aku, Nora] and Che' ngah [Cousin] tgh men Badminton kat luar umah aku, [yg lame], and then, Shuttelcock [btol ke aku eje?] tu jatoh atas bumbong. then Che' Ngah "encourage" kakak aku soh panjat amek, and then one thing leads to the other, time kakak aku nak turon tuh, tgn dy macam pecahkan cermin tingkap, and luke kat bhagian siku, mcm pjg n dlm gak, then Arwah yg semangat rawat luke tu gune 1st aid yg ade. haha, n still, the scara live longer than human. [what am i thinking??]
and and, time, dorunk pindah Melake, Ayer Itam, time dy bwk yuta pegi taman, and yuta terhantok ke terjatoh, patu dy call sape ntah n ckp "Help!Yuta kepala putus" [nanchatte] which is actually, kepale dy luke sket, pecah ke cne, byk number gak jahet, haha, that cracks me up! hahaha
and and, time, mase dy koma, n time tuh just sorg pelawat at the time je allowed masok, and bile turn aku, aku tgk je dy, nafas, kuat, n time tu leher/tengkok dy mengembang, besar, and creepy, aku lari trus kuar.
and yuta salu tye, *time tu dy umo 5 tahun*:
"nape mama tido dlm hospital? nape lame sgt mama tido?"
[something like that] and, and sume senyap je. [kot, hey! i was 9!]
and2 time, Che' Ngah, [the daughter from the 1st marriage], ckp2 ngan dy, time dy koma, [well, supersticiously ppl said they *the coma person* will actually listen to us talking to them, well, i believe it, really] , Che' Ngah ckp :
"Mama, Bangun la, abah da belikan mama topi biru besar yg mama suke tuh, for Valentine..."
[something like that] and suddenly her heart's beep racing from 98 to 108 n 120 n++++ [well, i wasn't actually there, but that's the story i heard] and lil did we know that she never gets to wear the hat on Valentine.
and bile time kronik sgt da dy, [doc ckp 50-50 for mother n daughter, ntah hape2 doc, oh well, time tu hospital Melaka tgh byk kes kecuaian] mak aku ckp, dy da start berdarah, kat tinge, hidong ,mate [kot, tatau]...
and next, doc ckp kat mak aku, dy da tade, mak aku hampir pitam, [sedeyh!]
and then, sume berkumpol kat tempat mandi mayat tuh, yuta is absolutely cluless, and the detail yg dy salu citer kat aku, yg time tuh dy pgg botol Coca Cola, and nanges2 and mengamok, and tye "nape mama tak bgun2? nape mama mcm santa?" [time tuh org cover half of her face ngan kapas, nmpk cm janggot santa, still, something like that] and bapak dy try to calm him down.
and for the last time, ak nak kucup dahi dy, tgk muke dy pucat, and sejok je, and walopon aku 9 tahun je time tuh, aku tau, this will be the last time to see her, bile aku lean over nak kucup dahi dy tuh, trus crying like a river....[isk isk]..that's it, the moment of truth.
Lepas drpd tuh, Yuta salu ckp, "Kalo lah Yuta tahu yg Nasi Goreng tu nak bunuh mama [mak dy drh tinggi, makan masin2, i mean nasik tu "ter" masin, time preg]..Yuta takkan bagi mama makan", well, ain't no way we can turning back time, fella.
* erm..aku tak byk capasity memory utk igt byk2, tapi nnt kalo ade, aku edit a balik [mcm la aku rajen sgt nak edit] *
well, there's never be Valentine for us [of coz], and we will always LOVE on Valentine's day,
*LOVE for MIWA*
One Sweet Day -Mariah Carey (Ft. Boys II Men)
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
Together
One sweet day
Eventually I'll see you in heaven
Darling, I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Eventually I'll see you in heaven
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
a "memorable" day,
of coz! it's Valentine's! well, aku bukan actually "sambot" Valentine, but still, 14th Feb, is such a "memorable" day, for us, i mean, my whole big family.
"Miwa's Smile Forever, Malaysia, Valentine's Day, 1999"
pekataan tu ter"cetak" di dada2 bju biru yg di handout kan beberape minggu selepas 14 feb 1999, aku time tuh, darjah 3, cluless, tatau ape2 pon, but i'm pretty sure, on that "Romantic" day for all the loving couple in the universe, someone we love the most is gone. Gone far away from us. that we would never meet again.
Today, 14th Feb 2009, it's exactly 10 years that Mama Miwa had pass away, dy la mak sedare [sabet] yg paling baik, always eager to learn something new, rajin, [of coz! she's japanesse, pure japanesse!] , and warok bg a 5 years old Muslim, a loving parent [ to yuta = son, yura = daughter ], a very good wife, and she's beautiful. yeah, her smile, is the sweetest thing about her.
She was married to my mom's Bro, [of coz, my pok sedare], a 1st marriage for her, and 2nd for him, she took care of his daughter [from 1st marriage] like her own, and yeah, as you guys probably know, that she never get to parent yura as she died a week after yura was born [7th Feb 1999], and yeah, yura is living with my family, and never get to see her mother, not even once, in her whole life, and yuta, live his meaningful 5 years with his beloved mom.
Yuta (now 15)
Yura (now 10)
at a very young age, 35 or 37 [ i cant remember], Mama Miwa [full name : Nur Farashila Miwa/Miwa Horimoto] meninggal dunie kes darah tinggi, time mengandong, or something like that.
well, aku igt lagi, time arwah aja kitorg [aku n the sibling] bahse jepon, kitrg sorg2 siap satu buku, and duduk meniarap depan dy, and tye je ape2 yg nak tau dlm bhse jepon. of coz, she said i was a good learner, well, at age 5 , i can count 1-10 in japp! how's that? hahaha..
then, kalo atok jepon [Obachan n Ojichan] anta hadiah kat yuta [from japp], dy tak kedekut, dy bagi2 gak kat sepupu2 yg len [owh, aku n yuta n yura was cousin, now we're adopted sibs] and kalo dy jahet teddy bear kat yuta, of coz dy akan wat satu kat aku, [dy mmg suke menjahet, and dy suke beg, sejibik mcm yura]
and kalo yuta nanges nak ape2 ke, and time tuh dy tgh masak ke busy ke cntu a, dy nyanyi lagu doremon kat yuta, patu soh yuta pegi tgk tv, haha.
and and, igt lagi basikal dy yg ade palang kaki kat belakang, for yuta to ride, and dy salu nek basikal tuh, pegi mane2, esp. time dy duk Trg, kat kampung Telage Mengkudu, n dtg umah aku kat Padang Midin, nek basikal, angkot yuta sekali...
and time K.chik [kakak aku, Nora] and Che' ngah [Cousin] tgh men Badminton kat luar umah aku, [yg lame], and then, Shuttelcock [btol ke aku eje?] tu jatoh atas bumbong. then Che' Ngah "encourage" kakak aku soh panjat amek, and then one thing leads to the other, time kakak aku nak turon tuh, tgn dy macam pecahkan cermin tingkap, and luke kat bhagian siku, mcm pjg n dlm gak, then Arwah yg semangat rawat luke tu gune 1st aid yg ade. haha, n still, the scara live longer than human. [what am i thinking??]
and and, time, dorunk pindah Melake, Ayer Itam, time dy bwk yuta pegi taman, and yuta terhantok ke terjatoh, patu dy call sape ntah n ckp "Help!Yuta kepala putus" [nanchatte] which is actually, kepale dy luke sket, pecah ke cne, byk number gak jahet, haha, that cracks me up! hahaha
and and, time, mase dy koma, n time tuh just sorg pelawat at the time je allowed masok, and bile turn aku, aku tgk je dy, nafas, kuat, n time tu leher/tengkok dy mengembang, besar, and creepy, aku lari trus kuar.
and yuta salu tye, *time tu dy umo 5 tahun*:
"nape mama tido dlm hospital? nape lame sgt mama tido?"
[something like that] and, and sume senyap je. [kot, hey! i was 9!]
and2 time, Che' Ngah, [the daughter from the 1st marriage], ckp2 ngan dy, time dy koma, [well, supersticiously ppl said they *the coma person* will actually listen to us talking to them, well, i believe it, really] , Che' Ngah ckp :
"Mama, Bangun la, abah da belikan mama topi biru besar yg mama suke tuh, for Valentine..."
[something like that] and suddenly her heart's beep racing from 98 to 108 n 120 n++++ [well, i wasn't actually there, but that's the story i heard] and lil did we know that she never gets to wear the hat on Valentine.
and bile time kronik sgt da dy, [doc ckp 50-50 for mother n daughter, ntah hape2 doc, oh well, time tu hospital Melaka tgh byk kes kecuaian] mak aku ckp, dy da start berdarah, kat tinge, hidong ,mate [kot, tatau]...
and next, doc ckp kat mak aku, dy da tade, mak aku hampir pitam, [sedeyh!]
and then, sume berkumpol kat tempat mandi mayat tuh, yuta is absolutely cluless, and the detail yg dy salu citer kat aku, yg time tuh dy pgg botol Coca Cola, and nanges2 and mengamok, and tye "nape mama tak bgun2? nape mama mcm santa?" [time tuh org cover half of her face ngan kapas, nmpk cm janggot santa, still, something like that] and bapak dy try to calm him down.
and for the last time, ak nak kucup dahi dy, tgk muke dy pucat, and sejok je, and walopon aku 9 tahun je time tuh, aku tau, this will be the last time to see her, bile aku lean over nak kucup dahi dy tuh, trus crying like a river....[isk isk]..that's it, the moment of truth.
Lepas drpd tuh, Yuta salu ckp, "Kalo lah Yuta tahu yg Nasi Goreng tu nak bunuh mama [mak dy drh tinggi, makan masin2, i mean nasik tu "ter" masin, time preg]..Yuta takkan bagi mama makan", well, ain't no way we can turning back time, fella.
* erm..aku tak byk capasity memory utk igt byk2, tapi nnt kalo ade, aku edit a balik [mcm la aku rajen sgt nak edit] *
well, there's never be Valentine for us [of coz], and we will always LOVE on Valentine's day,
*LOVE for MIWA*
One Sweet Day -Mariah Carey (Ft. Boys II Men)
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
Together
One sweet day
Eventually I'll see you in heaven
Darling, I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Eventually I'll see you in heaven
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
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