TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE

Kadang-kandang *kadang*, orang akan menyatakan apa sahaja untuk membuat hati seseorang itu gembira. Yes. Aku pon kadang-kadang did the same. Tapi, apabila sesuatu kenyataan itu terlalu perfect, sehingga tiada cacat celanya, mungkin satu kemusykilan timbul di minda.

Ok. Stop berkias Nurul Ain. Hit it.

Aku teringat, zaman aku kanak-kanak ribena lagi. Well, aku dan Yuta *abg Yura* ibarat, kawan rapat. Always share things. Walopon aku selalu bersikap kejam terhadap beliau, tapi, beliau still anggap aku kawan dan kakak beliau. Katanya ;

Yuta rase, Kak Yu sorang je yang anggap Yuta adek-beradek kat sini.

You should know, he's adopted, as well as Yura. *Long story, get back to that later* Aku teringat nak tulis ni sebab ape? Sebab tadi aku pegi Mydin. *err....* Let's cut to the chase.

Yuta salu cerita, die ade kawan. Mix omputeh. Irvan ke Irwan something like that. Seems like, Irvan ni ade abang, namenye Steve. Steve Muhammad. Die cakap, Irvan ni, matanya biru, ramai budak-budak pompuan minat kat beliau.

Aku dalam hati cakap ; *Cis, kau mix, kene kawan ngan mix jugak ke? Ciz*

(Notice the two foreign names , Yuta n Yura, you should assume it now that they're mix Japanese)

Ok, berbalik kepada cerita-ceritu tadi. Nak dijadikan cerita, Kakak I amek SPM, Mak I nak temankan beliau kat Kota Bharu nuh. Err.. Maahad Muhammadi Lilbanat. Sewa rumah kat sana, then aku pon join sekali. Ade satu minggu tu, Yuta tinggal sorang-sorang kat umah *Mebi* kes ayah aku and Yura datang lawat kat KB.

Yuta told me that, his so-callled friend, Irvan, datang umah, dengan abang beliau. Steve. Steve jalan-jalan sikit dalam rumah, then konon-konon tanye la pasal adek beradek Yuta ni. Yuta stated, aku ni tembam-tembam, gemuk la senang cerita. Then, Steve cakap, beliau tak suke pompuan kurus, and me, is kinda his type. *ceywah* Time Yuta cerita tuh, aku pikir,

"Seronok gilerrr kalau dapat pakwe kacuk mat salleh ni"

Aku wat muke kerek, macam not interested la konon, CIS. Then, kononnye, Steve kirim salam la kat aku. Wah. Aku macam tanak pandang dah orang laen, nak tunggu Steve je la kalau macam ni. And tiap-tiap hari die balik dari sekolah, update aku ngan cerita Steve beliau. But who's to say, aku tak penah tengok pon Steve ni. Hanya mampu membayangkan mukenye yang bak kate Yuta, macam Jamie Oliver.

Tup-tup, cerita Steve ni, senyap macam tu je, tade dengar khabar la kan. Then, I wonder, was all that stuff, are just something he made up? But, what's the point? Haa... there it is. Maybe, he loves watching me foolishly believed in him, and kinda fun to fool me that way, OR, he just wanted to make me feel less worried about not having a boyfriend or me having thoughts about not being good or pretty enough to have someone crush on me? Maybe. To put it in simple words, to increase my self-esteem.

Pikir-pikir balik, Takkan lah! Budak tuh? Nak jaga hati aku? No way lah. He's too UNMATURED to be thinking that way. So, it must be the first choice, Happy to see that I eat all the crap he fed me. SHIT.

*Note that, he's now back to his real parents, coz according to him, he hated it here* *again, long story, have some time, we chit-chat yeh.*

Satu lagi cerita yang probably, aku tangkap terus macam made up, coz it was such an obviously, a made up story... but, it could be real. *who knows*

"Abang yang kerja kat Mydin tuh, salu tanya pasal Kak Yu"

Abang mane pulak ni? Hurm, menurut beliau, Abg tuh, mata nye hazel, puteh-puteh, but then, tangan kudung.... (???) Errr... HELLO? But guna tangan palsu. ISH. Ape ni?

Haha. Sebab tu lah, tadi aku pegi Mydin, aku duk usha mamat mane-mane yang mata hazel, puteh-puteh, and.... tangan kudung. Syirik gila aku. HAHA.

That is very thoughtful of someone to lie and made up stories just to make somebody smiling. But, you don't go too far, you might be playing with the feelings.

**Honestly, I eat those crap he told. Pretty obvious that I'm such a lonely girl there. Until now, I kinda hope those little fairy tales he created, is true. Haha.

***But, I don't know for sure whether he's telling the truth or not. Too good to be true, too soon to tell that it's not ;)