KNOCKS YOU DOWN

aku suke lagu neh, well...mase aku mule2 dgr lagu neh, hurm..about 3 months ago, aku trus berkenan n tangkap meaning dy, mmg ngam gile dgn jiwe aku time tuh.. [kahkahkah]

LOVE comes around, always, and always jugak la... IT KNOCKS ME DOWN, but, aku still... get back up... and it knocks me down.. over and over again..

jahat tol lah love neh, ish ish, suke suki je nak belasah org bile2 mase, tak cukop ngan tuh, bile da org tu begolek jatoh, nak bgun, dy belasah lagih, ish ish, nih da kire kes dera neh, nak call Children's Aid laa! isk isk! [merepek2]

sile lah, dgrkan dendangan lagu yg bakalku dendang kan ini..

*ehem2* *clear throat*

*btol2 kan mic jap*

*tarek napas*

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Keri Hilson - Knocks You Down

*Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me*

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, (flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hate to know I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl

(Chorus)

*Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him*

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

(Chorus)

Won't see it coming when it happens,
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
See when love comes, it knocks you down
(2x)

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so, nak pesan, when loves come, it will knocks you down lah, kahkahkah.. you gonna feel it, dgr la sekali sekale kate2 Keri Hilson neh, btol dah dy ckp tuh, hoho...


*DUSH* *DUSH* *DUSH*

DO YOU REMEMBER?

"You'll be the PRINCE

and I'll be the PRINCESS..."

i meant it..

RAYA! vs EMO!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA~ la la la~

WHAT I LIKE ABOUT HARI RAYA??

- hari raye neh, ibarat A VICTORY as we puase for a month in RAMADHAN, time ni la kite nak tgk result puase kite, haha, [kurus tak? miahaha]
- next is.. DUET RAYE! money money money~ [lgu donald trump]
- BAJU RAYE! time ni la kite nak cun2 habes habesan! lantak lah org nak ckp jangok ke hape kan, RAYE dude! of coz la nak lawa!
- erm, time nih la, kite nak berbaek2 ngan org yg kite, dahulu kale nye, tak brape nak baek la kan.. hurm, in other word , menjalinkan silaturrahim dan ukhwah dgn lebeyh rapat
- makan mesti best! woot! food nonstop ade kat umah, hoh!
- gune alasan raye neh, utk text org2 yg aku crush, [org2? ramai ke? haha,]
- well, time nih jugak la, kite dpt byyyykkk msg, even dr org yg kite dah laaaameee sgt tak dgr kabar brite.. hoh
- and, time nih jugak laa, kite just ucap MAAF ZAHER DAN BATEN, konon2nye just a word, well, deep down, kite mmg btol2 mintak maap ngan org tuh.. bukan sng nak mintak maaf ngan org neh... sebak rase dijantong..
- next is, OPEN HOUSE! hoho~ pegi umah org, rate2, haha... cuci mate, tgk awek2 cun, bro2 hensem, PEEWIIIIT! haha [sorry2, aku ni mmg gatal miang sket]
- jumpe sedare mare, esp BROS yg ngam habes kepale2 kami, hoho!

jeng jeng jeng, jangan terkezut bewok or berok or kambing, coz, there always pros and cons to everything~!

WHAT I HATE ABOUT HARI RAYA??

- budak2 yg "hannyyaaa" yg tak penah dtg or jumpe, or tego or related, dtg umah..serbu... nak mintak duet raye, hello~ do i know you? [kejam tak? well.. zaman aku kecik2, aku tak mcm tuh, SUMPAH!] [my mom trained me well.. you know what i mean]
- keje umah byk, [well, aku kinda PELAMAS sket dlm bab2 kemas2 yg berulang2 kali neh..so?]
- Time niii laaaa...CELCOM wat hal! hoh! aku nak msg kekasih hati pon takleyh.. hoh!
- tak suke bile sedare mare, especially yg dtg dr KL sane ,dtg umah....ermm, why? MULOT DORUNK TADE LESEN! kutok org je keje mereka.. *marah*
- tak suke juge, bile sedare mare, tak kire la dr mane2 pon, duk ramai2, berkomplot, mengutuk aku bertubi-tubi, well, konon dorunk nak wat lawak, well, kite must be professional la kan, SENYUM KAMBING je laa..n then, gelak kat diri sendiri *tikam jantong*
- well, aku mmg salu sgt dah jdi topic perbualan mereka, more like, LAUGHING STOCK..hine nye aku :((
- mostly about my appearance, GEMOK, huisssh, kalo bab tuh, peerrghhh, kalo raye 1000 hari pon tak habes2 lagi ckp...
- lagi piloo kalo mak aku, turut same mengutuk anak sendiri, IS THERE ANYBODY TO BACK ME UP HERE? HELLO~ :((
- after that, start laaa.. bile aku nak makan je, there's eyes watching at me, watch everystep, everymoves i made.. HIDEUOSLY!
- terpakse pakai "MASK-MUKE-SENYUM" and terime tomahan dr kawan2 mak aku, n pakai "BULLET-PROOF-JANTONG" menadah telinge je..
- then, timbol lah perasaan "WHY SO SERIOUS" miahaha, over je kan?

hurm.. well..raye is the most EMOTIONAL day ever!

nak cakap aku EMO? NORMAL la tuh, korunk sume sure emo gak time raye, yg tatau maksod emo tu ape, well, EMO ni, dlm kamos, korunk takkan jumpe, kes emo neh telah dishort-form kan dr pekataan EMOTIONAL [bajet cam korunk bengap sgt tatau apekah ia , haha].. which means, BERPERASAAN.. [betol kah? mls nak search..tapi tu dr kamos otak aku yg berkarat neh, whatever]

tak kire la perasaan ape pon, MARAH, HAPPY, SUKE, SEDIH, EXTREMELY HAPPY, BAHAGIE, that's all, what we call, EMO..!

so, bukan manusie yg sedih, pilu, melancholy, sebbekk kat celoh pitu [ayat kakak aku] nangis wa wa wa tu je yg EMO, malah, happy, gumbira, senang hati, KENYANG prot, BAHAGIE juge, EMO.. understood?

but, mentality manusie zaman skunk, emo ni dah jdi satu trend, well, tetibe emo ni jadi.. satu side of emotional je, which is.. MELANCHOLY.. hurmm..asal org sedih, TERASE whatsoever, trus, cop, EMO..haish...susah2

well, tanak aku berEMO panjang2,better off this way.. aku berangkat dahulu...skian

*DISEPANJANG AKU BLOGGING NEH, KALO2 AKU ADE WAT ORG RASE TERSINGGONG JANTONG, OR ADE YG TERGURIS HATI, OR ADE YG RASE NAK MARAH KAT AKU KES AKU NEH BELAGAK SGT, OR, ADE YG RASE TAK PUAS HATI NGAN BLOGSKIN AKU YG MENAWAN , OR ADE YG TAK BRAPE LEYH ACCEPT AKU NYE LAWAK JENAKA, AKU, PUTTING MY HANDS OFF, INGIN, MEMINTA AMPON DAN MAAF, KEPADE BELIAU2, YG I KNOW WELL WHOM, KES AKU YG BLOGGING SAL MEREKA, AKU YG SINDIR MEREKA, SO SORRY, TIADE NIAT DIHATI , MELAINKAN APE YG AKU NIAT... PEOPLE MAKE MISTAKES, SO, KEEP IT REAL DUDE! haha*

VIET BOY

aku neh, dr 2 bulan lepas lagi ckp nak citer time gi viet aritu, tak citer2.. ish ish ish, SORRY2,

aku pon tatau nak citer ape, aku upload gambar je la nnt, BUT NOW, aku nak citer kesah aku yg menjadi rebutan ramai kat VIET, ahahhaha.. [AMPON AMAT, aku BELAGAK, PERASAN, N CUTE] miahaha

[aku mmg cntu, korunk pon da penat geleng kelape, eh, kepale..]

ok, dimulakan dengan bismillah... diakhiri dgn alhamdulillah~ la la la~ haha, ok ok, semule2..

kat viet tuh, alah, macam malaysia gak, petang2 sket, ade la gerai2 tepi jalan, hurm..more like night market... erm..MMG night market pon..

ok, untuk makluman anda sume, viet ni populer ngan barang barangan tiruan, MUAHAHAHA, GUCCI? GUEES? aaahh... kat sane, takleyh nak beze mane ori n mane pirate.. hoho

[but aku nye GUCCI ori, SIYES2, MUAHAHAHAHA]

well well.. aku n kakak aku neh, pegi la teropong2 beg2 gucci, guess kat situ, perrghh, lawa2, cantek2, muaaah! walla~ then, of coz ah tanye harge, ermm, aku pon tatau harge dy nak kire cane, but, yg pasti, kitorang nak mintak kurang biar dapat separoh harge, HOHO, yeah! KAMI MAFIA! [siyesly, mmg dapat gelaran MAFIA kat situ, haha]

aku n kakak aku neh, tak reti lagi tawar menawar di negare asing neh, so, kami try and error je la dulu, mule2 , kakak aku point kat beg GUESS, RED IN COLOUR dude~ peewiiit! mmg mengancam ah!

then, ternampak GUCCI , leather, perrgh! tergugat iman! so point gak kat gucci tuh, hoho

[sambong blogging balik after dekat sebulan post ni duk dlm draft, kihkih]

then..kitorang tekan2 la kalkulator si tokey kedai tuh, ckp nak harge separuh dr yg dy tekan tadi [kene tekan kalkulet la, nak sebot harge kot bhse dy or even eng, susah, hehe, what you see is what you get la kan, hehe]

then, naekkan sket harge dr yg separoh td, alah, gimmick je neh, nnt kalo dy ckp nak kasik, turunkan lah lagi *wat gaye mafia* MWAHAHAHAHA

tup tup2, dpt harge yg aku naekkan sket tuh, dy ckp cni ..

"Ok! You're so beautiful, OK!" hahahahaha!

BUT! dy trus letak dlm beg plastic, then hulor kat aku, tak sempat aku nak nego nak turunkan lagi harge tuh [pandai gak eh tokey ni lawan si mafia ni? *grrrr*]

then, kakak aku blah jap, pggel ayah aku, nak soh bapak kepade segale mafia tuh nego balik yg tokey tu, aku plak, kene duk kat kedai tu lah, konon nak tunggu beg tadi tu lah, so, alang2 duk situ, si tokey ni, kononnye nak fill the silence ah..

"How old are you?"
"19"
"Oh! So young!Im 24"
*grin*
"You want to be my friend's Girlfriend?"
*dgn spontan menjawab* "NO!" haha *grin lagi*

tgk air muke kawan dy trus brubah, kejam gile, haha, alah, dorunk tu bukan leyh caye, haha, maybe dy expect aku nih, jenis pompuan yg gatai2, haha, NO WAY, [well, walopon pada hakikat nye, aku ni mmg gatal, but, when in rome do like romans? haha, tade ketan!]

but then, bile aku yg pegi pggel bapak aku snirik, dtg kedai tuh, ayh aku mintak kurang lagi, si laki tu kasik, but, time dy nak hulor baki kat ayh aku, dy tolak sket ayh aku, dy hulor kat aku, haha, nak jugak dy kasik aku.. haha, dy ckp, dy kasik murah, sbb aku lawa, ish ish, dah jadi satu trademark neh, kihkih

then, esokkan harinye, aku pegi kedai beg gak, but beg luggage ah, btol2 depan kedai yg smlm tuh, haha, mengom gile rase.. jumpe si viet sorang lagi, borak2 ngan dy, tuka2 bahase maseng2, belajar sket2 bahase viet ngan dy.. bla bla bla , best ah ckp ngan dy.. hikhik, muke pon not bad, hihi.. dy pon cakap aku DEB LAM [so beautiful] aku pon cakap la KAM ENG [thank you]... dy tanye nak ckp "I love you" in Malay cane, aku pon cakap ah "SAYE CINTE KAMU" dy sebot pon okay, fast learner i think, then.. aku tanye dlm Viet plak ape, dy ckp "TOYYUBANG" [tatau ejaan cne senanye, tapi bunyk dy cm tu]..

ntah ape ade pade umorku yg 19 nih, bile aku ckp aku 19, si viet boy ni, ckp mende same "SO YOUNG" then, si boss kepade si viet boy neh pon ckp,

"YOU! be his girlfriend, OK?"

si viet boy ni, sipu2 malunye,kahkahkah
aku tanpe berpikir panjang, "YES!" hahahhaha.. *si viet kedai depan tuh, tengok je, kahkahkah*
then, si viet nih, tak jadi wat keje ah, duk borak2 ngan aku je, haha, hepi dy, kahkahkah..

pastu, dy kene marah ngan boss dy, kes tak layan tetemu lain, hahaha, dy pon lari kuar jap, pegi beli air tin, lari2 dtg balik, dtg kat aku 1st2, then, hulo aku air 7up lemon, then ckp "I LOVE YOU" cute je, haha, kan best kalo ade org yg suke aku betol2 wat cntu kat aku, kihkih.. [wey! ni reallity gak, but, tabest lah, kes what happen in viet, stays in viet ah! haha]

but then, si viet nih, mintak number aku, haha, ntah cane dy nak call, haha, kakak aku dtg interupt, kakak aku ckp, "NO!" haha, "when nuyu come again, then it;s okay" haha, nak soh aku dtg sekali lagi, bru leyh kasik number, hehe

frust laki tuh, then, aku bru tanye name dy, THANH namenye, hekhek, comman name for vietnamese



hakhak

kami tgkap gmbr skali, semangat gile duk sebelah aku, lawak laa... i bet dy tatau aku ckp YES tadi tuh, just main2 je, haha, lawak nye!

haha, tu le ja kot, mls nak blogging pjg2, haha

TESTING2

Try cube testing send post gune mobile phone hoho.. Bukan nk belagak,but, ade la sket2. Jom2,belagak bersame2.hoho

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Sent using a Sony Ericsson mobile phone

REMINISCING TIME

belek2 balik post2 lame2, hoho..aku rupenye seorg yg lawak, cute n funny [haha, syok senirik, over plak tuh] byk gak memori2 indah aku cuahkan dlm blog neh,n juge blog friendster aku dolu2, hoho! ade yg tercekik tulang lah, ade kesah budak2 yg tak suke kat aku lah, pasal cegu chemistry [ampon cegu! no wonder chems dpt c5, but mujo tak fail! hoh!] and so on...

but, lately, aku nonton blog aku .... what happen?? what happen?? ianye telah dicemari ngan jiwe2 karat aku neh, ish ish ish,

well.. that's life people, sometimes we're up high, and sometimes we're down low.. and also, PEOPLE CHANGE

tapi, ade gak, yg org tuh, dah mmg sejak azali, jiwang..layan prasaan..bla bla bla. but never show her true colour to others, in whatever contexts, whether on her personality, or even in her blog, and guess what, THAT WAS ME..

aku dulu2 ade blog private, n diaries, aku jot down segale mende pasal kesah cintan cintun aku, but, blog? aku tapis2, crite yg best2 je kat blog, [no wonder aku jarang update.. rupenye tak byk kesah best terjadik, haha]

tapi, what about now?

NOW, aku maybe nak ckp aku open minded, or aku terlalu nak share ngan org, or aku tak rase org yg menonton blog aku ni, ramai sgt jumlahnye, so, aku free to talk, tu pon , tak brape free, byk sgt2 lagi mende yg aku tak jot, takkan sume mende nak citer kan, hoho..even name2 org, aku privatekan, hoho

well.. aku agak terkilan ah, skunk, aku kene post byk2 post, haha, nak cover post jiwe2 aku

*ntah hape2, dah jiwe tu jiwe je lah, takleyh nak ubah dah ko tuh! hoho!*

dun worry, i'll try to get back to my old sense, tapi tu ah, tak brape byk mende yg blaku ke atas aku, yg ENORMOUS thing yg happen kat aku skunk is.. you-know-what-FRUIT-is-it

so, BARE WITH ME people!

kire2 balik, amboih!! da ramai sgt org yg aku crush, aku ni rupenye, CRUSH-ER gak eh

haha... nak ckp playgirl? hello! minat ramai org je, bukan org ramai minat! haha

but, bak kate ANIP ,BEST BUDS in the world

"CEPAT DATANG, TINGGAL LAGI CEPAT"

which means, prasaan yg datang ngan cepat [simple crush+like+admire+bla bla bla] sure akn GO dgn cepat, so, just bersabar je lah, hoho.. CRUSH COMES n GO

let Mr. Time take care of this, it will soon will be back to normal again..

EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT

I'll be alright.. Kwenchana ;)

WHATEVER HAPPENS....

geledah2 lagu2 Carlos Santana, jumpe lah lagu mantap neh...

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Whatever Happens - Michael Jackson ft. Carlos Santana
[click to download]

He gives another smile, tries to understand her side
To show that he cares
she can't stay in the room
She's consumed with everything that's been goin' on
She says

[Chorus]
Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand

Everything will be alright, he assures her
But she doesn't hear a word that he says
Preoccupied, she's afraid
Afraid that what they're doing is not right
He doesn't know what to say, so he prays
Whatever, whatever, whatever

[Chorus]
Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand
Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand
Whatever happens, don't you let go of my hand

Don't let go of my hand
Don't let go of my hand

He's working day and night, thinks he'll make her happy
Forgetting all the dreams that he had
He doesn't realize it's not the end of the world
It doesn't have to be that bad
She tries to explain, "It's you that makes me happy,"
Whatever, whatever, whatever

[Chorus]

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Dedicate to all of my friends...

DON'T LET GO OF MY HAND

please be there whenever i need you guys..
you guys are the best thing in my life!!

LOVE YOU ALL!

SEPT 11th, IN MY HEART

well well well..

who knows what happened to WTC 8 years ago, but now.. i know exactly what happen to me on that remarkable date, only it's 2009

SEPT 11th 2009

is it the most experiencing 10 hours i ever had in my life, it is beyond my imaginations, my dreams, and my wishes..

but still.. it is us, me, and everything around us that make it happen, it is the efforts that counts, it is the faith that leads to all of what had happen..

i finally step out of my comfort zone.. try to make a new adventure, try to grab as much as possible of any opportunities... trying out some new things i never done before..

letting someone be my 1st to everything,

HE'S MY 1ST to my EVERYTHING..

it is the sweetest day of my life, i'm haunted by this overwhelming feeling of love, but i still can't let me be too deep into it..

i can't deny it...never ever

*speechless*

#Buneng shou de mimi#

CINEMANIAC ;)

*cukop2 la post jiwe2 wahai Nurul Ain binti Haji Mohd Norddin, burok rupe nye.. hoh!*

aku rase, dalam bulan ni, da banyak kali aku pegi nonton movie kat cinema... adekah aku seorang yg CINEMANIAC? hurm.. that's a big fat possibility.. hoho..

well, we'll start from last 2 weeks...

aku.. minoh.. n asiah, kami bertige "reunion" di Midvalley.. hoho, then, tetibe kami ternampak poster Orphan yg menarik habeeesssss tergantong luas indah pemandangan kat GSC cinema tuh, hoh!, ape lagih, kami bertige berkongsi tenage otak2 pandai pikir mcm mane kitorang nak nonton movie tu same2.. hurm, kalo nk tgk skunk [at that time] da lewat dah, si asiah ni kene balik.. [dy yg heret beg sebesar2 alam kat Midvalley tuh, takkan nak heret masok cinema, kang org kate dy nak wat CD pirate plak kang, haha]

then, aku n minoh reschedule ah, hope2 amat yg si asiah ni leyh join, but then, janji nak gi Sunway Piramid, but masing2, anak dare tido macam nangke busok, bangun tengahhari, so, tak jadi! aku n minoh merempat dlm bilik, bukak pose pon, kat CFSIIUM terCHENTA nie..

ISH! takleyh jadi ni! kene gak tgk Orphan ni, aku da usha movie ni since April lagi, ish ish, kene gak tgk!

so, aku n minoh reschedule lagi, nak gi KLCC, nak check out movie Orphan tuh lagi, CETPOODAH! bertolak dr CFS pon lambat, berangan nak dpt tgk movie yg habes sebelom bukak pose, HAIH! [kenyang bunyik "Haih!" <--- hoho, hanye kami paham apekah ia] so, postpone lagi ah nonton Orphan, so kami hang out je la kat KLCC tuh, haha, sambil2 nak tunggu dekat2 nak azan Maghrib tuh, kami lepak2 kat Kinokuniya, and snap some cute2 pitcha~ la la la~, YES! kami cute! miahahaha..







*hoho, kalo sesape yg add aku @ Myspace, and Facebook, sure da bohsan tgk gambr nih, haha*

so, malam tuh, kami balik dgn tangan kosong, [ermm... eh? ade je starbuck kat tgn, haha]

esokkan harinye, minoh kene balik Nilai dah, hurrm.. kebetulan, Qal call, ajak aku gi TS, [Qal curang ngan Fara! hahahaha.. ] aku ape lagi, trime la proposal dy tuh, haha..

i mean, aku pikir, nak anta Minoh kat KL central, bla bla bla.. tup tup! tak jadi gi TS, instead, aku n Minoh g MidValley lagi, nak gak tgk Movie Orphan neh, BUT! still tadapat tgk, kitorg terlambat, hoho, cinema full, hurm.. so, tgk je la ape2 yg ade...

The Ghost Of Girlfriend Past



hurm, citer nih? well, sorry to say, not worth watching in the cinema ah, nonton kat laptop, seko2, kat umah lagi best, but, nak fill the time with minoh kan, so, that's something that money can't buy, [eceh, bunyik cam iklan Mastercard je, bajet macam ade mastercard satu, ngeh ngeh ngeh]

Don't Worry, I'm buying...!

well, next movie!

aku still on mission nak tgk Orphan neh, so, aku text ah sorg ni, *namenye dirahsiakan* *oh.. you guys know the person very well.. trust me* well, ajak la dy nonton Orphan ngan aku next week, so .. dy tayah la balik next week, but then, the person gave me the answer a day before next friday, which is "NO", well, not in that manner, the person said, the person going back home that week, so, aku pasrah ah..

PASRAH PASRAH gak! ORPHAN deal is STILL ON!

aku pon calling2 segale org dlm dunie ni, nak ajak kuar nonton ngan aku, well well, guess who agreed? MY SISTA! hoh! why havent i thought of her before? well, the answer is : i thought she would be busy.. hoho! fair enough!

with the deal that it is "MY TREAT" ,she agreed right away!

Jumaat tuh, hari paling penat di alam semesta! [later on aku citer ah] aku berangkat pulang ke Gombak, ALL BY MYSELF, and she suprised me with BERG...! hoh! nice suprise eh..

SABTU : kuar ke OU, dengan harapan leyh nonton ORPHAN ... check la kat GSC, tade.. so choose next best choice la..

UP (3D)



WOAH! this one is the best ever! haha, al-maklom lah, kedaratan sket aku ni, nonton 3D version nye, haha.. selame ni tak pernah, ish ish ish, but! cerite ni besh gile, tak sia2 duet aku RM32.00 nonton .. so folks! ape lagi, pegi la nonton! hoho! WORTH EVERY PENNY!

BUT! dah beli ticket Up (3D) neh dah, lalu kat TGV plak, AYAAARRKK! kat TGV ade ORPHAN! TAHI KAMBING betol laaa, rugi plak rase nye.. pikir la gak, cne nak tgk Orphan ni, WELL FOLKS! THE ORPHAN DEAL IS STILL ON!!!

aku kene balik CFS malam tuh, so, mencari org ah!

hurmm.. Anith Aminuddin janji nak dtg jumpe aku, at the same time, si Assila ni might follow us ah, kes dy nye "date" mcm cancel je.. MOMANTAI MAA! come on!

tup tup! "Date" aku n Anith plak yg cancel, so, aku kuar ngan Assila je, pegi KLCC, tgk apekah? ORPHAN! AT LAST!!!!

ORPHAN



Assila belanje!! weee..!! PUAS HATI!! amat!

dlm cinema tuh, ade ah 2 org mamat foreigner, muke ala2 filipino, speak english of course..
erm... manusie 2 ketol ni, [ish ish, no wonder BM B3] mcm tension gile ngan cine kat belakang, ckp2 dlm cinema, haha, aku n assila nie ..sebelom tuh ade gak ckp2.. then cine tu bising2, dy pon ckp..

"i don't get it, why people have to talk in cinema??!"

haha, gile drama tol ah, hoh!

well well well.. the real deal with ORPHAN ni, ade udang disebalik batu nye [uikss?] aku actually, seriously, simpan movie Orphan ni for me n The Person, but... The Person decline my invitation, so, i wont give up, i invited The Person to another movie, yeah, since ORPHAN is crossed in my movie-to-watch list, i have to pick a new one la..

hurm.. so, we went out. 10-hours-long-story-of-da-day-short, we watch :-

The Ugly Truth



well.. we both love this movie so much! TOP NOTCH! we enjoyed it so much, we talk about it after out of the cinema.. COOL!

hoh!... byk gak movie aku nonton dlm bulan ni, i mean, nonton at the cinema..

*hands down!* *surrender!*

gtg!

THE BEAUTY OF THE TRUTH

hoh? title bersifat positive..? why so? is my heart changing too fast? no no no.. it is just the good side if the truth, well.. we'll see..

xxxxxx

Dear my dear APPLE

sometimes, i can't understand you, i can't read your mind.. I like you like how much Edward Cullen wanted Bella..

you make me wonder.. you make me feel anxious..

I think we started to be normal again.. oh my! How many time i think about it, it makes me wanna jump in joy... but.. i HESITATE to be too much in joy... i'm afraid to be so happy, coz im afraid, that it wont be long...

Just now, i called you.. yes, just now.. [i blog right away!]

you sang another song to me, well, yes,it's a request from me, but hey, i ask you to sing any songs..

[folks who reads this... the highlights words are actually words that he put on his myspace headline, it was actually a song, that he fancied.. how could i ever think of him like that, n now, he sang to me the song... i can't think straight now, i can't even make a conclusion out of these, he's too UNPREDICTABLE]

xxxxxx

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide. NO
(oh-oh-oh)

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
(Woh-oh-oh)

xxxxxx

you gave me happiness, in the same time, you gave me hard times, you hurt me eventually, you're slowly entered my soul.. you slowly adapting inside me.. i just cant prevent that.. it's unstoppable.. you're a STRONG soul

you surely didn't know what have you've done to me, you're too innocent to know all these things, you haven't done anything wrong here.. you're so INNOCENT

i'm addicted to you.. you're like a ghost that haunting me.. you're like a leech...sucking the life out of me.. and I HATE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU..

these following words, were wrote to you, from me..

"It is hard for me to give you up,
It is hurting me when i try so hard,
To tell you the truth, I dont have the heart,
That I really really miss you so much."

-Rouge

well, i wrote it on 5th Sept, when me and my sist were shopping at One Utama, i dont know why, everything i saw there, remind me of you, the stripe shirts, the colour white, male clothes, caps aarrghhh.... ! i seems cant let you go off my mind.. tell me how am i gonna forget you??

it's been 13 days since i last saw you, well, if the 2 days of class doesnt count, it makes 18 days.

im doing fine when i'm not seeing you, i feel better, but everyday, my stomach squirl, i feel nausea, i can't imagine how am i going to react... am i suppose to act like we were friends before or just ignore you? i dont know!

you make my life... AN ADVENTURE..


xxxTheEndxxx

THE HIDEOUS TRUTH

HIDEOUS! yeah! not UGLY, but HIDEOUS

xxxxxx

dear APPLE,

[yes, i dedicate this *hideous* blog post, for you.. i'm so sorry, but i feel like i want it to..]

mmg da lame nak cakap kat ko ni, but, i dont have the heart.. but now... i'm talking.

hurmm...yes yes.. mmg aku ngaku, aku ngaku amat, aku suke amat kat ko.. tapi ko tatau, yg aku suke ko, BERPADE2, everytime aku nak msg ko, aku chant pekataan "KAWAN , KAWAN, KAWAN" to remind me that, ko anggap aku mcm kawan je.. aku tak kesah sikit pon, kes ...aku sedar sape aku neh..

but then.. bile aku ade terlanjor kate sket, ko amek tindakan drastic, yg buat aku hilang respect aku terhadap ko, hilang selage expectation baek aku terhadap ko.. aku pikir ko ni, KOLOT pemikiran..

well, aku yg bodoh amat ni, still lagi *suke* kat ko.. i dunno why...

ok, maybe i know why, aku rase, disebabkan aku terlanjor kate2 tu la, ko jadi amek keputusan cntu, so i blame myself for all your *mean* action, ko tak salah, ni sume salah aku, but... aku expect ko leyh cool je, mcm ko salu wat, ko seorg yg cool.. ko tau tak?

ok ok, then, aku penoh usaha ah, nak kawan ngan ko balik, macam2 aku wat, aku try msg, ko tak balas, aku try call, ko tak angkat, kat kelas, i also do you A FAVOUR, aku duk kat tempat strategic habes, yg ko or aku tak nmpk masing2, so that, masing2 rase tenang je dlm kelas, i really did that.. really [ko yg tenang, aku merane amat]

aku sporting, aku ngaku salah aku, aku even try to find out how am i gonna repair this, coz, even if its me, i dont want it to happen either... so, just let me try harder so that i can really repair this awkwardness.. but, I REALLY DO KNOW THAT.. it would never be the same.. even tough i try so hard..

but somehow... i really wish i was dreaming all the time... n i can't wait to wake up from this NIGHTMARE..

HELLO~, just how long do people can dream eh? not THIS long dude.. so, open up your 'opened' eyes.. tell yourself that, you're not dreaming.. wake up!

ok, lately, everything da macam nak back to normal, aku plak , take EXTRA precautions so that the same thing wont happen again, BUT, i dont think i wanna be someone else, when i AM MYSELF, so, aku nak tunjok kat ko, yg aku neh, still mcm dulu, so that sume mende yg ko pikir sal aku sebelom ni, is not just an *weakly* act, IT'S JUST THE REAL ME..

well..ko and aku, lately, texting mcm beser, tapi, aku dpt rase kekurangan n perbezean dulu n sekarang..

kalo dulu, kite mule2 start text, ko mcm suke aku text ko, n ko plak reply je, EVEN ko ckp, ko tak suke texting2 msg2 nih sebenanye

dulu, aku try tak msg ko seharian, kes aku tanak bg nampak desprate or gile sgt aku kat ko... tup tup, ko msg aku dulu, ko macam wonder, nape aku tak msg ko ari terbabit..

"Oit! ko tade kredit eh?"
"Oit! da tido da ke?"
"Oit! nape ko tak nyanyi kat kelas tadi?"
"Oit! ko watpew?"

see? brape kali aku try tanak msg ko? n brape kali gak ko yg *wonder* nape aku tak msg ko? bukankah itu menunjokkan yg ko *suke* and tertunggu2 msg aku? well..maybe aku salah tafsir psycology ko, but, kalo in wise thinking, mmg tu je jawapan bg tindak tanduk ko..

sekarang.. aku msg ko pon, ko tak balas.. aku msg 200 patah pekataan pon, ko reply, 2-3 ketol je.. aku tanye ko wat pe, sure ckp da ngantok, nak tido, asyik aku je yg start msg, n ko end msg.. even aku try wat trick 'tanak msg ko seharian' pon, ko mmg da tak wonder or tunggu2 msg aku da..ko da tak tye aku nape tak msg ko da.. ko mmg nak da TANAK, ko akan rase bahagie kalo aku tak msg ko..

patu, sekarang, aku pikir, yg ko dlm proses nak wat aku benci kat ko, n then aku da tak suke da kat ko, OK! NO HAL, go ahead, keep on doing things like.. :-

letak gmbr pompuan cute mane ntah kat ko nye myspace profile under 'general interest',

or letak ayat jiwang n bahagie habes kat headline myspace ko.. kononnye dedicate kat sorg pompuan yg berjaye mencuri hati ko..

or privatekan sume gambar2 ko so that i wont be able to stalk on you anymore..

go ahead.. keep on doing more things like that, coz you know why? IT SLOWLY WORKING!

aku ngaku, *ni satu pengakuan bodoh amat* aku ngaku yg aku penah nges 4 kali pasal ko, WHEN I KEEP MY WORDS THAT SAYS I WONT CRY BCOZ OF BOYS... and tahniah, ko org lelaki pertame yg dpt wat aku BREAK MY OWN WORD... and cry ;(

do you know that every thing arround me, that ever remind me of you...makes me suffocate everytime i see or heard it..

every songs that you sang to me.. when i heard them, i feel like i wanna run as far as possible, so that i cant hear no more..

i choke on myself, i feel nausea, i can't breathe easy when its comes to you.. DO YOU KNOW THAT??

ko tau tak ko telah mmberi impact yg besar dlm diri aku? aku tak penah rase bahagie sebagai mane aku rase bahagie when i am with you...

ko tau tak, whatever happen to us back then, is the most sweetest thing that ever happen in my life? it is more than i could i wish or imagine!

do you know that you're the first guy that i ever opened up to? the rest of the guys back then that i ever like+love+crush is just merely a crush? i never told them that i like them, really, even to you, i never say so, i never tell you the word "I LIKE YOU" never ! i knew it because i know if i did..

i just give you a lil word, some hints, but never give you a statement

i was once gave you a statement says that

"you ARE the APPLE in my eyes"

but then, when i ask you if it is okay if i say that to you, you're cool with it, you said "IT'S OKAY"

i guess you could take it as a joke, every hints i gave you, i thought that you could assume that i'm not for real, when i am really mean all those things..

well.. there would be part 2 for this "letter" , so... let me end now.. for good

THANKS TO HER

her? who?

Assila Amalina

oleh kerana post blog die yg matang and open minded habbesss nih, aku jadi terbuke jantong hati aku, to be as strong as her

so, wat pe nak simpan dlm draft post jiwang karat aku tuh? dah lepas tuh, lepas ah, Let Bygone be Bygone

be mentally open about it.. i mean, open minded

so, kalian2, sahabat handai, pemuda pemudi, amek ko! aku da ablekan balik post2 jiwo aku tuh, kutok la kalo nak kutok, it's a lumrah hidop, everyone has to feel once in their life..

[byk blog post aku yg tertanggoh, hurrm... bile nak free nih, aku nak post ni.. :( ]