The emotion you held inside every second after someone has shows their disappointment of you.
You can't take it. You hate the way they look at you. But, all you can do is, smile a lil bit to coax your own feeling. Makes your heart think that every thing is gonna be okay.
Other that hateful looks, there's other pairs of eyes, that seems to look at you differently. They can feel how you feel. You know that t kind of look is the sympathy. You heart starts to burst. As if you needed the sympathy, but you don't want to loose face.
In the moment, you wish that you could fly high and leave the place that surrounds with the judging eyes quickly. Quickly and fast so that no one can see your face starts to change. You can run away, but somehow, you can't run from your own face.
If only there's a reset button somewhere sitting in front of you. You'd be dying to push it, and wish to un-do things you've done. And this time, you wanted to do differently. Better. And wish nothing you could do worst. Ever.
But, Let's face it. Life isn't that perfect. All you gotta do is face the music. Take a deep breath and believe, that's you will find a way out of this. There's always answer to everything that happen. Have faith.
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